And Then I Say.....

Hey....here's one of the latest poems ive written. This one was written a few days ago in a very sleepy n boring class. All around me people were asleep, but alas my eyes were still wide open. I felt like mind was gonna go kaboom; like i wanted to change things. Then it happened my mind went Kaboooom! n out came this short poem bout realization n about changes. Changes that we expect, changes that we know we should make. Not in others but in ourselves. But these very changes r ones that we dont make. Why cant we just try to mould ourselves even a wee bit when it can take us to a much better standing. well thts something which Ive not yet understod fully. But still i'd like to put forward this poem as a mark of the necessity of changes!!!!! Hope u can understand it! It goes something like .....

And Then I Say!

Why am I dazed?
I sit and Blink!
not givin my mind;
a single chance to think!!
Life seems no fun;
I have all burden under the sun!
complaining bout work not done;
How can it be? when its not even been begun!
And then I say "I hate Working!"

There is but a danger lurking!
A danger of bliss!!
Lotsa chances to miss!!
The time is ripe to forget the bygone;
To change myself;
To see a new dawn!
I may never fit this bill!
Coz I'm a follower of will!
My own tune I keep humming;
And then I say "I ain't Running!!"

I never express;
I only suppress!
Feelings of happiness;
Feelings of Pain!
In it there is nothing to gain!!
Jays and sorrows are best to share;
But I prefer the route of Despair!
Using this thought of sharing; I do not Dare!!
And then I say "I don't Care!!"

Though this state I can foresee;
Implementation alone holds the key!
I hope to change;
To become, Who I can be!
And then I can say "I Feel like a Winner!;
I feel Free!!!"